i miss you, but you’ll never know
i refuse to let my feelings show
it didn’t have to be this way
you didn’t have to run away

there used to be a time when i
could talk to you and didn’t cry
now there’s nothing left to do
but try my best to forget about you

it’s funny but i never guessed
you’d turn out just like all the rest
in the end it was all a dream
you loved me once, or so it seemed

i wish my all had been enough
uncomplicated by other stuff
your life should be much easier now
my heart will mend, someday, somehow

i miss you, now you’ll always know
i forgot to not let my feelings show
i guess it has to be this way
it’s my turn to do the running away

your words are like a

sweet poison

intoxicating my mind and

compromising my sanity

i’m

sure

to

die

if i continue listening to your

enchanting melodies

REmixed and REverbed

with negative undertones

but dying is only the beginning, i fear

i imagine an almost certain haunting

in many of my future lives

how did i let you in so deeply

whispering toxicities ever so sweetly

i’m CRAZED with your utterings

i can’t get you

outta my head